Disclosure!

When I have to disclose my HSV-2 status to a man that I believe could be the man I'll  spend my life with I do it with the fear of rejection. I know it must be done because he has the right to know because it will effect him as it does me, but it doesn't make it any easier. I think about what he'll say and how he'll feel about the news and if he'll want to have anything to do with me. I do believe there is a man out there who will love me inspite of this news. But the silence that I hear after I tell them is unforgettable it's like I've just knocked the wind out of them.