Saturday, February 11, 2012

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What in the world?

He's...negative? He's taken the test twice, and both times, nothing. He doesn't have the antibodies. But I have it?! I've not given anyone else any sexual contact! I've never kissed any one besides him, never had anything done to me, done anything to any one else...I'm steamed! I don't understand. I don't have a... Read moreChevron

Still new.

I'm not sure if it has sunk in or not. I knew before I went to the Doctor what it most likely would be...I just hoped it'd be something more benign. Not quite denial, but not 100% coping.The advantage of this is I'm still pretty much a virgin. I don't have any habits to break, just one's to build. I'll never know how a... Read moreChevron

Darn this pain...

It's really a special level of hell. How did you deal with it? I have to go to work tomorrow; 12 hours of being on my feet, running around, pretending everything is normal. I can't even really show my pain at home, as I'm living with my parents, who I really don't need a lecture from right now. Vicodin only works so well. When... Read moreChevron