Information and opinions on Genital Herpes from tryagain at HerpesConnection.com. The HealthCentral Network, Inc. (www.HealthCentral.com) is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/genital-herpes/c/69622 http://www.healthcentral.com/genital-herpes/c/69622/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/genital-herpes/c/69622 http://www.healthcentral.com/genital-herpes/c/69622/18532/world Tue, 01 Jan 2008 01:24:00 -0500 tryagain He's...negative? He's taken the test twice, and both times, nothing. He doesn't have the antibodies. But I have it?! I've not given anyone else any sexual contact! I've never kissed any one besides him, never had anything done to me, done anything to any one else...I'm steamed! I don't understand. I don't have a regular Dr. because I don't have insurance. What happens now? Who do I question?  WHAT IS... http://www.healthcentral.com/genital-herpes/c/69622/18532/world http://www.healthcentral.com/genital-herpes/c/69622/17744/still-new Wed, 12 Dec 2007 20:23:00 -0500 tryagain I'm not sure if it has sunk in or not. I knew before I went to the Doctor what it most likely would be...I just hoped it'd be something more benign. Not quite denial, but not 100% coping.The advantage of this is I'm still pretty much a virgin. I don't have any habits to break, just one's to build. I'll never know how a relationship would progress otherwise. And, while I'm sure I'll deal with alot of stigma, I... http://www.healthcentral.com/genital-herpes/c/69622/17744/still-new http://www.healthcentral.com/genital-herpes/c/69622/17741/darn-pain Wed, 12 Dec 2007 18:37:00 -0500 tryagain It's really a special level of hell. How did you deal with it? I have to go to work tomorrow; 12 hours of being on my feet, running around, pretending everything is normal. I can't even really show my pain at home, as I'm living with my parents, who I really don't need a lecture from right now. Vicodin only works so well. When you're in a constant amount of pain, how do you hide it? I have no other options. http://www.healthcentral.com/genital-herpes/c/69622/17741/darn-pain