i am so lost..my boyfriend and i have been together about 2 years recently broke it off and i slept with someone (no condom) as well did he. we started working on things and began sleeping together again (no condom) i noticed some bumps on my area and though "oh in grown hair no big deal" well i don't have insurance so i had to go to planned parenthood (which i don't like) and she became very concerned not thinking that i had anything but remembering he and i slept together and had oral as well has some rubbing of genitals the day and the day ater i noticed the bumps. he has been tested and we are waiting on results now. i feel horrible! i just need to vent to someone and get help questions back.
is it ture he can not show it becacuse he tested so early prior to me getting it?
can we never have oral with eachother again?
what if his emotions and feeling change when he gets a negative test back?
im sorry i am just really lost, hurt, sad, angry im so young and feel i have ruined my life. i love this man and he said he understands and he was very very understanding but after telling him i did sleep with someone while we were off he has backed off again.. is that just space? or have i really ruined things?
