Where do I even start? I was dating this guy for a while who had me fooled from the beginning. His name is Anthony Davis and is from San Angelo. We were have safe sex, but sometime we weren't which was the biggest mistake of my life. He never told me that he was tested positive for herpes 2. I started getting really sick with all the symptoms of herpes. He finally told me what he had, and that I should get checked. I couldn't believe how he could of kept that from me. I finally went to my doctor, and got the bad news. I was tested positive. My whole world changes for me in that one second. Of course, I didn't stay with him. It just hurts me so much because I didn't have a choice. My mom almost killed herself and my daddy was so disappointed in me. I am so embarrassed to have to go to the pharmacy for my Valtrex. I feel like other ppl think of me as a slut, but that's not who I am. I am 22 now and engaged, but not fully happy. My fiance accepts the fact that he might one day test positive, but I'm not okay with it. I don't want him suffering like I am. I'm having to battle with depression every time I have a breakout. I find myself crying more than every. When I have an outbreak I want to just be invisible to everyone. And Anthony is still out there screwing every girl possible, cause he doesn't give a shit. But what should I expect he's a stupid nigger!!! This is slowly ruining my life. I will never be the same. I just want to be happy again. And to Anthony, You will got to hell for what you did, you will get everything you deserve, you will one day regret what you did to me, and I hope you are suffering right now. KARMA IS A BITCH YOU ASSHOLE!!! There's more to my story and my life, but for now that's all I want to write.