First of all, I would like to thank everyone who replied to my first sharepost. To connect with other people who don't even know me but still care is an amazing thing. I appreciate it more then you will ever know. A little update; I got my test results back from being tested for all other STDs i could have contracted and they all came back negative. I was so relieved. I am seeing a counselor for the rape situation and also a doctor because 2 years ago i was actually diagnosed with major depressive disorder and panic/anxiety disorder and this whole ordeal has made it worse. But i am getting the help i need from some very amazing people. I just need to remember that no matter how bad i have it, someone else always is going through something worse. Yes, this is something i am going to have to deal with the rest of my life, but things could be so much worse, so i can only be grateful that this is the only thing i have to deal with. I wish i had more time to get on here and reply to everyone and reply to other shareposts but with finals coming up and other things, i do not have that luxury. I will try harder though because having a support group like this is one of the best things someone like me can do. I wish all of you the best and remeber: never give up and never lose hope.
