Hi, my name is keisha.Iam 22 years old, and i was dianosed with herpes in feb of 09. And i was so devested and hurt to,and really upset. And the doctor gave me medication for it. And i have to live with it for the rest of my live and everything. And i been with the guy since 08-09, and we were in a relationship, but he would take advangted of me, by having sex with no condom.And i was so drunk at his house, and he raped me by sticking a razor in me and cut me just because i wouldn`t have sex with him. And it is so hard for me living with this. And the wrose thing about it is that no guy is not going to love me for who iam, and sometimes people will treat me different and i feel like iam not going to have kids. And i feel so nasty and distused about it, everytime i think about it. And it hurts alot when that person that i truely loved was really not my boyfriend, and gave that to me. And he can be giving that to someone else. And now i learn my lesson to always use a condom at all times no matter what and iam lucky that i didnt have HIV cause i will really be devasted. And i learn from my mistakes and taking it step by step. And now iam in school doing what i need to do and planning to go to college next year. And i want to be proud of myself.
I was diagnosed last december with HSV 1. I read your comment and the thing about that guy cutting you inside is down right awful. I would have reported him to the police. You are such a strong individual for going through that. Trust me, I know how you feel about not feeling worthy but I recently found a guy that accepts me for who I am and it is possible. Keep a positive attitude if you can. it's so easy to get down about this. Keep a good head on your shoulders.
But he told me nto to report it to the police cause he told me if i did he will tell all his friends. Well which ie problay did so.