TBM

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About Me

I have only just found out, like 3 days ago, sept 24 08 that it is likely I have the HSV-2 virus. I haven't been tested yet the doctor just diagnosed me by sight so I am hoping beyond all hope that he is wrong. I am going to organise a proper test as soon as I can. I am finding the concept of it all increasingly harder to get my head around, one minute I think "well I wont be alone forever if someone loves me for who I am then I can hopefully have a great relationship", then next minute I am thinking "who am I kidding, no-one in their right mind is going to want to be with me, I will just let them down, why should I even bother". I feel dirty, ashamed, sad, lonely, I dont even know whom I caught it from although I have an idea I cant be sure - thanks goes to them for not having the frigging balls to tell me. Anger and frustration does not even cover it, I am sure this will pass but until then I have to geta test so I can be sure but I am not keeping my hopes up.