I guess this site is going to be my place to vent

Now that I have herpes, I keep looking back to my downward spiral to getting Herpes.... About 3 years ago I was in a realationship I thought was great, we were getting married we had a son, we were trying to combine his, mine and ours......I guess I wasnt enough he cheated I left....end of story....

I didnt feel that I could trust any man ever again.....so my relationships consisted to one night stands........I just scratched the itch and didn't even bother to leave a number....

I always asked are you std free and etc......Men lie......now I have Herpes....and I used a condom....it broke.

I know this is my fault in the end that I have gotten herpes.....but how do I live with it?