I'm just wondering how do I learn to live with this and get over it? Been 3 years and there are still days when I just have to cry and let it all out. To a certain extent I feel like I have let this consume my life. I just feel so disgusted. I mean I try not to let it get me down but it's so hard. And those **** commercials don't help. I feel like they don't truly know what anybody with this disease is truly feeling. It really ****** me off sometimes to see those bulls*** commercials.

