Help Boyfriend asked me to Marry Him and I am scared, 9.91 test results, and he just got it..

I think what that means that you have it for sure. I just found out that I had it for sure a month ago. My doctor called me and told me that I was 99.9%. I was really scared that i had it and the person who gave it to me had it really bad. I asked her what the percent mean and she told me thats how bad I have it. I hope this helps you out. I would be scared to. I am to this day scared out of mind. i also have hate runing through me. I keep asking myself why was it me that got this. The guy i got mine from was a nice guy. well thats what i thought at the time. I had put all of my trust into this guy and he hurt me bad when he gave me the hsv2. It is harder for a female to give it to a male, but real easy for a male to give to a female.

I really don't know what that mean but I 'm in a situation just like you but the only difference i didn't have the virus he did and now I'm living with the STD and I've been feeling depressed, like no one cares about me anymore, I'm ugly and it hurts for me to feel that way I wish we never stop using condoms but i understand what you going through and I've only been living with it for a month and a couple of weeks