i was also raped in 2008. a few months later i met my current boyfriend and have been with him ever since (4 years in march) we dont have sex very often, and he is faithful, as am i. we are constantly together. i am terrified i have it because i will have to tell him and how could he love me after that? i am so depressed and so scared. i have had no other symptoms other than the sores. they dont hurt, i have no problems urinating, no aches, no discharge, minimal itching (mostly due to extreme antibiotic exposure- i am on my fourth round of different antibiotics since august for "bronchitis"). i only have two on the inside, they dont hurt unless agitated, no itching or redness around them, no fluid, no blisters. they look like the stress canker sores i get inside of my mouth. what is your opinion? my doctor is very apathetic and i am devastated.