Well, i went to another clinic to get a second opinion. A woman checked out the mark on the back of my penis, and she assured me again and again that it was NOT a herpes sore or a wart. It was more like a scar, maybe from when i got my penis caught in the zipper. The scar must've thicken overtime and it may not go away. If it says if it was a herpes, it would have came, had an open cut or sore and become painful, there would have been burning sensations when i pee, discharge, then it would have went away after a few weeks. And this mark (scar) has been there since December. And it was not or never was painful, i had no burning when i pee (maybe a warm feeling) and it was one mark that was like a straight line. If it was a herpes it would've been clusters of them. I told her about going to a Medcare facility and they put me on Doxycycl for UTI (urinary tract infection) My doctor told me that that facility doesn't fully specialize in STD/HIV infections and may have mislead me because they were even unsure that the mark on my penis was a herpes or not. And that I should not go to them anymore but to come to the clinic i was at today because they all fully specialize in HIV/STD infections as they see them everyday.
Yes i felt relieved, but there is the matter of the fact that i foolishily had two other sex partners that performed oral sex on me without a condom, even though they had no sores in or around their mouths. It takes 2-20 days for signs of herpes to show and my last partner i was with was 15 days ago and still no signs of pain or discomfort of swollen glands. By day 20, if still nothing, I will breathe much easier, but i don't think i'll be having sex for a long time. Especially after being scared and depressed for over 3 months.