exposed to pyrethroid pesticides for mos. Did it also give me lupus symptoms chronic joint pain.

The Property manager has been spraying a Pryethroid pesticide for horses ONLY here at my windows at my bedroom  that ALWAYS  stays open for the last 7 mos. 

This citronella floral smell seemed harmless.   I kept getting lung and sinsus infections, HOSPITIALIZED WITH PNEUMONIA.

THEN ONE DAY I COULD NOT GET OUT OF THE BED.  ALL MY JOINTS ESPECAILLY FINGERS, HAND, BOTTOM OF FOOT HURT LIKE HELL TO MOVE.  THEN I GOT NUMBNESS AND PINS AND  NEEDLE FEELINGS IN MY FINGERS. 

THIS HAS NOT STOPPED AND I'M TRYING TO MOVE.   EVERYDAY, I'M NOT SURE WHAT TO DO TO GET OUT OF THE BED PAIN IS SO BAD.  VICODIN AND MOTRIN DOES NOT HELP.  IT TAKE HOURS TO LOOSEN UP, BUT THE PAIN AND NUMBNESS REMAIN.  doctors think I have Lupus and or scardoonsis... my RA is normal......i have HIGH INFECTION RATES ETC. I do have Lupus symptoms , without the DISEASE?  PLS. EXPAIN WHAT THIS POSION HAS DONE TO ME.