Thanks Pete, actually at first I wasn't sure what to think... but now that we have talked about it whenever we need to, I understand how he feels... When he was growing up, his family was not very supportive of who he was... and I think that hurt him really deep... But now as an adult, he has come to terms with his situtation and looks at it as if it were some other medical condition.... You take your pills, and you live another day.. and that's how I see it now.. The internet really helped me get an idea of what my husband was goin through, emotionally and physically... and This site in general has helped us cope and deal with it.. But thank you for your reply...