I have no control over my bladder and sometimes my bowels, I have been to doctors about it and they tell me that it is normal and/or they tell me that they can't find nothing wrong with me and just to deal with it, I am very depressed because I am on a fixed income and can't get any help with diapers, I spend $ 100.00 a month on diapers just to run out in three weeks. I believe I am starting to regress and have been told that I am showing signs. I am disabled medically and can't work, I am on Medicaid and can't get a script from a doctor for diapers, because he says that is coping with it and not dealing with the problem. I have had several U.T.I's and been on meds for incontinence, but the meds made it worse. I suffer major depression, PTSD, a learning disability, ADHD, Mild mental retardation, and am a victim of severe Sexual abuse. I am starting to feel like a baby, and feel like it too. I am starting to sleep a lot, not eat much, wanting to watch cartoon and play with little kid toys. I can't remember things from a few days ago, and I feel like giving up.