TVT NIGHTMARE

I need someone to help me out that has been throught this nightmare also.  I had the T.V.T. surgery done in July 07 to fix my blatter problems.  I went to the Dr.  not long after that and he said that everything was fine come to find out a couple of weeks after i should have been healed up but, kept hurting really bad he examined me and said that there was a hole in my vaginal wall.......I was freaked out and afraid to death that I was going to die.  He said I had to have surgery done again to fix this problem.  I did in September 07 and of course I still hurt to this day.  He last examined me in Oct. 07 and said I was fine.  I hurt and stuff so I got another opinion from another Dr. the new Dr. said there is still a hole in my vagional wall and I need to go to a specailist to get this problem fixed.  I am so upset and feel let down by this Dr. who done the surgeries.  I am in pain all the time and still have problem holding my blatter.   Please if anyone has gone through this contact me.  I  have read alot of horror stories that people have blogged on different web sites and am in horror myself.  I am liveing out a  nightmare. My email address is jaimenhill@yahoo.com