hello trying to absorb this is permanent

Thank you Maria I really needed that welcome. I have used a few clues to deal a couple of the situations I find my self in the most important is I had the best nights sleep I've had in months last night finaly. Mabee now It will be easier to understand the mental aspecs as well if I can sleep all night and not just being asleep but a nice deep sleep like being groggy because it takes longer to wake up thats nice.

I can't get myself to say any more right now Im trying but the emotions are welling up gota go thank you again at least I said something and didn't just look at the page today like every other day davidb

Hi David,

Just write when you feel up to it, and have faith that things will continue to get better. They always do, just never in our time. Here's a post I'd like to share with you:

Stigma and Incontinence

http://www.healthcentral.com/incontinence/c/45/1653/stigma

Take good care,

Maria

Good mornning Maria and all the article hit it right on the head made me realize alot of the anger I feel isn't because of the problem its the way I've been treated and miss diagnosed for so long starting at 12yrs old .If it hadn't been for a recent auto accident ( my spelling is still messed up from it ) we still wouldn't know what happened back then the nuro doc found it but now its too late because its on the spinal cord the second injury to the same area was more than I could take that was 8yrs ago.Thank god I got the use of my legs back I wish they had listened to me back when I was 12 becuse the first injury happened at school and went undetected becuse shortly after my appendics burst and the thought they hit nerves in a different area after 3 months in a coma every one forgot all about it . I told my mom and the docs it started right before the oppereation but they didn't listen to me. Any way this problem has gotton the worst it can be over time and won't get better again like it did before and thats only the tip of the ice burg of why I feel such anger. The sadness is in the details of how this could happen and could of been fixed I just found that out and Im so mad I cant write it all. But i'll try its just that it comes out all mumble jumbled. I wish I could talk on the phone while your at the institute some time Ive gota get this out some how thanks so much I dont know if its appropriate to talk to you Maria but its helped davidb