I have had back surgery and aprox 13 proceedures where I was cut bikini style.  I have had endometriosis, many large cycts removed, hysterectomy complete but done in three parts emergency apondectomy I was cut from my hip to bellybotton removal of adhesions not to mention I was 7mths when I was involved in terrible mva my car was a wright off driver of other car at fault chronic lower back hip and leg pain that takes my breath away milogram .went wrong hospitalized because of the headache now I have like brown dicoloration on my legs and forhead not to mention the wetting myself.  Now this is just what I rymed off my head I have had other surgeries Oh I have been diagnosed with fibermialgya major deppression axiety and panic diorder chronic lower back and terrible leg pain ( left) and to top it all off I was widowed 4 years ago we were married 18 yrs and we share a beautiful smart son. My son is now 12yrs old.  I love and miss my husband to this day.  I don't think I'll ever be able to move on and let go...it's hard very very hard to be me.