Just Sick and Tired

I'm not much of a share-poster, more of a forum addict. But I feel I have been abusing the privledge of the Gripes folder as of late, so I figured I'd just vent into the proverbial ether....

I'm on day two of my present migraine. In July, I have had a grand total of..... 23 days of migraine pain. Not all consecutive but most of them. I haven't had 2 pain free days in a row since June.

I have no more energy left to fight this. To say I am exhausted is the understatement of the decade. I'm dizzy, nauseous, having vision problems, balance problems, and not to mention, of course, the screwdriver that has been in the left side of my head since yesterday.

I have been getting progressivly worse since May. I've redone the elimination diet. I stay out of the heat and sun. I drink a ton of water. I eat a very good diet (at least when I'm up to eating something other than toast, which is about twice a week).

I'm doing everything I am supposed be or can do and I am getting no relief. I just don't feel like I can fight this disease, work, and take care of myself anymore. I just don't have the physical or emotional strength.....I have nothing left. I'm running on fumes here...

I'm just so tired....