I have read many of the post's here and it helps me to see I am not alone, although it often feels that way. Family and friends that have not ever suffered from pain cannot understand how this can control your life. My co-workers (all firefighters and men) don't really get that it isn't just a headache. Migraines really have controlled my life for the better part of 15 years. I have had them much longer, but they have gotten worse and more frequent. I have often wondered if I can get through one more episode; 24 to 72 hours of vomiting and pain so intense that it hurts to blink. Sound, light, smell and touch sensitivity take on new meaning. During these times I am frightened and anxious and often wish I would just go to sleep and not wake up again. I cannot begin to explain the depth of my lonliness and the sense of loss I feel when I am trapped inside the pain. I am currently working with the Mayo Clinic in AZ in an attempt to find some resolution. One visit so far and I have to say I am excited about their concerns for me. No stone will be left unturned. To date they have cut out caffiene (UGH!) allowed only two rescue meds per week. (Too many meds brings rebound HA) I am now taking Nemenda daily (Dementia meds) and two supplements. COEQ 10 and Migravent. Migravent is available online and does not need a script. I have only just started so I cannot say much about it, but it is 4 minerals and vitamins that have been shown to decrease the amount of headaches a person gets. Time will tell. I will post again in a few weeks and give an update. So to anyone out there who is suffering and who feels like they can't face another day, stay strong! Don't give up and don't give in to Doctors who lose interest in you or tell you that there is nothing else that can be done. There is always another door, another avenue to explore. There are people who care.