Naked,
stashed in a crib,
I penetrated the world
depraved,
a war disease,
blanketed with white masked faces
and no motherly breast to feed on
but contaminated milk in abundance.
I prospered,
I mean I grew,
like ten fingers and ten toes
as if to prove
I was normal;
Mother Victorious,
a marketplace for
rubber gloves and
rubber nipples.
Ten years I grew,
and ten years more
to witness the trail of father and mother,
to witness the trial of German and Jew,
ten years without fatherly hand,
ten years without motherly breast,
and then,
like a robed cocoon,
she entered my sleepless room
for next to me a foreign baby cried,
and at ten
I was appointed
judge of the world
as she bent with rubber gloves
and turned the baby over
only to return to a bed
of linen flesh and woolen hair.
Ten years,
and ten years more
to bang my head against
a hereditary disease,
while a thousand, white-
robed doctors salivated.

