Can I ask a Question?

Maybe this is silly or stupid....or maybe I am WAY off base.......

Please, be honest....

I take my preventive med (topamax, YUCK!) I have been on this for 4 months now, & I still get regular migrains daily. I am SO scared to go back to the Dr....he is suck a (insert explicitive here) He never truly listens to me...........any whoo....

but my rescue is hydrocodone. Now, my dr give me a 20count.

When I get my bad day.....I try to only take 1/2 if necessary....then will go the other 1/2 if needed....so if I run out of my 20 count in 1-1.5 months is that too fast?

Geeze, I really need to figure things out here. GUess I gotta find new Dr, I guess Im just affraid of the judgements, looks & comments.........

Snobrdgrl321