I want to share my story its long....this thing started at age 10.

I am in my 40's now deep battle scars, the thing is I am the only one who know they are there. It's lonely, I am bitter and angry. I am a health freak, slim 5"7" 118 sick of polluting my body with meds but have no choice.

SICK of all the "advice" from people who have no idea what a migraine is. All the stupid try this health combo treatment, diet........or how about this one, "you are not praying hard enough for a miracle".......I could scream but my head would POP!

I have been on so many things I don't remember anymore. I lost my family(Mom,sisters, brother) they have no "clue" how I have suffered.......they think it's my fault I could stop them take too much crap they must be something "I am doing wrong" 

You kind of just kind of fade away and curl up and symbolically die. Anyway the only thing I can do right now is take one day at a time. I am here for some reason just to know..... yes others are out there and also suffer with no mercy. I am in it more than not so its pretty bad the past 3 years, I think now I am just wasting away from the constant attacks......sometimes I have to laugh at the stupid ritual we must go through each day to try and keep the monster away.

More later I am in one.......... Blessings to all!