lonely and in need of support

Hello! I have complex migraines with Ocular temporal lobe of the right eye.

I used to go outside and enjoy life.

I lost my job, due to all the different medications that the doctor tried on me.

Now, I sometime have stroke like bodily functions and my cognitive skills have become different.

I have had several test and the results were not good.

I think during one of my epsiodes I must have had a minor stroke.

My best friend (male partner) now has hesitations concerning me.

I am the same but different does anyone understand "how non-support and if you just have yourself to take care of that it is a very lonely world?"

debpeach