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Shadow of Myself

Cehra

Cehra

Monday, August 18, 2008
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Shadow of Myself   I don’t know who I am anymore,this shadow slinking between work and home.Feeling like a narcissist, a user, an abuser as I watch my family do my chores and leave those they don’t get to undone.No social life to speak of - I gave up those plans long ago.You may re...
  1. doctor gave me a crazy look, when I mentioned Shadow Migrane
    Milmoll
    Thursday, September 17, 2009 at 08:15 AM

    For years I have suffered from Shadow Migraine, which has left me exhausted, dizzy, weak, lifeless, aching limbs, numb, lithargic and the rest. 

     

    I have felt at times after an episode like I suffer from a sleeping disorder or on waking up hours later, like I have suffered some form of stroke; just like yesturday, I had an appointment at the hospital and to my embarrassement, I began to go through an episode..IN THE WAITING LOUNGE.. my eyes began to droop liken to dropsy...I forced myself to stay awake but was drained, got home and crashed.  I woke up and realised my feet were freezing and I could not get them warm(usually I soak them in hot water but I was too tired).  It would be another 9hrs approximatly before my circulation reached my feet, gas pockets dissapated and they felt warm again.

     

    These are real symptoms, which I remeber going through between 5 and 7 years old, them I worried my parents because after a short nap, they could not wake me up; instead I just layed their limp and lifeless, luckly for me they did not panick and I came round.

     

    Puberty; I spent most of my time sleeping.  Family, friends even strangers knew when I was a youth, they could not find me because my room was my haven and sleeping was my only solice.  I do believe, I was always sluggish and irritated even then.

     

    As I got older my shadow began to change, I could actually feel my body being drained of energy, just before I was brought to my comotosed state.  When I wake up, I'm thirsty, sleepy, stiff, irratable and very, very tired but I also have to carry on being a parent and the responsibilities that come with it on a daily basis. Trying to find a job, that can cope with my absence, is impossible and when or if you have to sign on and cant; after explaning your preceived as a wastrul and a joke...more embarassement.

     

    Shadow migraine, I believe is known technically as 'Ocural or abnormal migraines'.  If this is true; why if I can find this out, many Doctors like my own; sees me as a nut job?

     

    I am glad, I am not alone in the shadows.  I just wish I could get back the life, that has been robbed from me...I just want to be happy, not to be seen as an excuse...

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