Needle sticking into warm pale flesh
She shakes her head and pulls it out, only to try again.
She looks at my arms, my wrists, my hands
All of the scars from previous painful episodes
Other trips to this place
Other people sticking my now very scarred flesh.
I wish I could do this myself
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I spent the day sleeping away the pain-
So I could spend the night awake and alone.
It's almost 5am- and the good infomercials don't start for yet another hour.
(I know this all too well.)
My body is curled on the couch...
So I won't wake the cats= all snoring happily away.
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I need a local Headache specialist/ Neurologist here in NC to work with my Headache Specialist- who's in Dallas, TX.
So, I'm going to see a new doctor on weds, and before I get there, I have 15 pages of information about myself to fill out. It's funny, as I'm raising the dose of my gabitril, and I have some side effects going on- nothing... Read more
I planned to watch this game tonight
Planned to watch it all day.
It was on my calendar.
for 8pm today.
I can't stare at the TV anymore
The nausea's come to stay.
Guess I'll change my plans.
I planned to watch the game today
Didn't want to anyway
It's just a stupid basketball game....
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I'm tired of waiting
Tired of others waiting for me
Me needing to wait
Waiting never seemed as long as it does now.
Now is forever
Forever isn't definite
Definitely I know that
That I'm waiting
Waiting for help
Helpers many and all
All I used to do for myself
Myself, I, and me.