Take it Sooner
I know it's you pounding in my head.
You are not wanted here.
I am staring at the box.
Do I open it?
Do I really need it?
If I take the tablet, will it abort you?
Are you bad enough?
Are you abortive worthy?
I stare at the box.
I crack it open.
I sense I need it.
How destructive will you get?
You are like a tornado.
Your path can go many ways.
Which way will you go?
Are you bad enough?
Are you abortive worthy?
Do I take it?
Yes or no?
I know I should.
Do I really need to for this one?
Thump, thump, thump.
Ok, Ok, OK!
Pick up the package.
Put it down.
Pick it up.
Roll it in my fingers.
Tear it open.
Set it down.
Pick it up.
Swallow it!
Done!
Finally!
Take it easy.
Lie down in the dark.
Close my eyes.
Get up.
Why didn't I take it sooner?
I knew I should have.
I could have saved that extra stress and pain.
I'm ready to continue my day now.
I should have taken it sooner...


Some of these I relate to, but this one is practically quoting me, ha ha. Thanks for sharing this part of our suffering, the indecision. I've danced that dance too, like dancing with a migraine is any fun at all. Best, Jesskit69