Post-Spinal Tap. Intractable Migraines?

Hello Everyone!!

Spinal Tap was interesting.  Did not go nearly as smooth as I had hoped--but it wasn't the worst one I've been through either.  A radiologist did this one, with a little xray machine---it was kind of weird.  Anyone who has ever had a spinal tap I would love a message---as this one was different then the others.  I don't want to share all the lovely details with everyone, but I would like to have another's input.........

So, bottom line---my pressure was high but not dangerously elevated.  My doctor also told me that the pressure could be different in 4 days---so just because it wasn't above the safe line, that I didn't have increased pressure, which I don't understand.  Why the heck did I do this then??? if the pressure can read different day to day?

diagnosis:::: Intractable migraines.  basically I have a migraine that just does not go away.  They don't always respond to my meds, and usually its a matter of damage control.  anyone have any info on this type of migraine?? any input??

My doctor and I agreed anxiety is a HUGE trigger for my migraines---so instead of trying topamax for the 3rd time, were trying effexor (anti-anxiety med).  My Dr was very upfront with me--stating that our goal right now is to aim for reducing the frequency and intensity of my headaches by 50%--meaning my daily pain of a 7-8 should go down to a 3-4.  Its kind of depressing when you state it like that, but I know its a give-it-time matter.  I am also taking a yoga class with my mother, doing meditation, deep breathing excerises, along with my medicine regime determined by my dr. 

Maxalt as abortive, bacolfen as step b (muscle relaxer), and thorazine for step c (anyone have any info on thorazine?? I've only used it once, 25mgs---and it made me nervous feeling, like I had tremors/twitches??)

Anyone have any info on getting additional financial help??? I am having a hard time here, because I have missed so much work (I usually average 2-4 days missing a month).  I am afraid I'm going to lose my job---and then I won't even have health insurance...........any help on pointing me in the direction of some resources I could look into would be greatly appreciated.

anyway. one day at a time. I am so lucky in other aspects of my life......

hope all is well

chels