Well II guess lll start out with the fact that before had migraines I was  a very happy person ...and then after five months i tried to suffocate myself a few days ago... its been a rough few months of long excrutiating pain. well... the suffocation attempt was a result of feeling alone and in a dark place where was scared and no one was listening. 

I think we all can atest to the fact that when you have a migraine the very thought of moving rattles us. imagine walking through a literally 5 story high school while trying to quietly suffer only on the inside. now imagine waking up at 6am to get to school on time on top of that. Now imagaine having six different doctors who don't get why you can't bare to be in school...plus. Your mom and dad and therapist.

I have a tutor that the school pays to come and spend ten hours per week with me on school.. I take the same tests. I do the same work. I get exceptionally good grades in my mind and I have bad headaches. When I go to school my migraine throbs harder longer faster. which makes it feel sharp, and it makes me feel as though I don't want to live 

well,basically need support so II will not keep trying untill I actually am not alive anymore.

Thankes for listening...