Well today is the day....going to see the neurosurgeon and the neurologist on the same day. Lord give me strength. I so desperately want them to say, "Ok, you can go back to work now." And yet I know in my mind that that is not going to happen.
It's been such a horrible week. Major weather changes here have left me in excruciating pain all week long. Less than 2 solid hours of sleep a night. My paiin medications are not working, my neck, back and head are killing me and wearing this mask of happy face is annoying the C**P out of me. I just want to stay in bed! Ok that's the end of the pity party...sorry!
I hope someone changes something. A med a treatment, something. Wish me luck!


thanks CrystalDawn. Your encouragment is much appreciated. You can read my latest journal entry to see how things went...not well is the short version.
have a good day.
michelle