I'm tired. I'm tired of being a slave to the drugs that keep me well. I feel like I've been popping pills too long. It's been worse lately due to my injury and having to take pain killers on top of my normal stuff. Maybe it's just a bad day. I feel like crying. I write when I'm upset. I usually make no sense. I woke up with a migraine that I went to bed with, which I thought would just go away. I hate that I always think that I am just a normal person with a normal headache and I can just go to sleep and it will go away. No - I HAVE to take something. Why do I never learn? I woke up early to make up time at work from last week - I took Frova as soon as I woke, along, of course with my daily Topamax and my multi vitamin. I don't know if the vitamin helps - all I can see is that it makes my pee bright bright yellow. I'm sure they must do something right? I get to work an extra half hour early - on top of the normal hour early I usually am. Then I hurt my arm. I have no idea what I did, but now - it hurts. I had been feeling better, doing my exersises and all that and now it hurts. I am crying. I have no reason for this. It's "that time of month" or as I call it "migraine week". I don't know if it's just a strange period or from popping so many drugs the last month for my shoulder....I just don't know. I want to crawl back into bed and sleep. At least the Frova knocked out the migraine......that's one thing to be happy about right?
Published On: August 16, 2007