I have been on topamax for just under a month and I have become withdrawn from my husband my family and ask for a divorce from my husband of 20 yrs and dont want to do anything but plan on how to kill myself that should not be normal
I have been on topamax for just under a month and I have become withdrawn from my husband my family and ask for a divorce from my husband of 20 yrs and dont want to do anything but plan on how to kill myself that should not be normal
Dear flieas,
Yes, topamax, an antiseizure medication, can have suicidal thoughts as a potential side effect. In fact, in this January the FDA came out with an alert concerning this. Here is the information: Risk of Suicidal Thoughts Linked to Anticonvulsant Medications.
Please contact your doctor in the morning to discuss a possible taper schedule. Topamax needs to be tapered down slowly, not stopped abruptly.
Will you please keep me posted on how you are doing?
I know exactly how you feel. When I was up to 100mg of Topamax my anxiety was so bad I was ready to find the nearest bridge and jump. I was so depressed I just wanted to cry all day. I was throwing up everything I was even considering eating. My head was killing me. The pharmacist told me it would take up to 3 weeks to adjust to the new dose. I couldn't take it that long. I went back to 50 mg and I seem to be fine on that. The anxiety and depression are gone and I've stopped throwing up so much. I haven't gotten the wonderful weight loss everyone else seems to get but my headaches aren't daily as they once were. I can't spell to save my life and I get the pins and needles a lot but it's worth not having the daily migraines. I hope your doctor can find the right dose for you. Good luck in your treatment.
I would recommend to stop Topamax immediately, if it causes such deep depression. This is definitely not normal. I was taking Topamax just for three times (25 mg), and side effects were so bad that I could not sleep, could not eat, could not think clearly. I felt I cannot afford taking it, since I don't want to lose my job where I need exceptional mental concentration and perfect memory. These have been always my strengths, but due to Topamax I noticed I have become like an idiot, and this made me so distressed. Actually, I can share with you how I cope with migraines. In worst cases Frova helps me, but after it I need at least to stay 30 minutes quiet, better having a rest in a couch or an arm-chair. My work does not always allow me doing this, but when I feel my migraine is too bad, I lock my office, switch off telephone, and tell my colleagues and students not to bother me for half an hour, since I am working on a complicated problem, which needs my total concentration. This little, but necessary lies helps me to hide my bad condition from the others and gives me some time to recover. I just sit in an armchair with closed eyes, lights off, and relax. I keep a woolen scarf in my office, and when I have a migraine attack, I put it on my head and around my neck. I have noticed that warmth helps me. When migraine happens when I am at home, I take a hot shower, hot water massage helps a lot. I also massage neck-shoulder area, there are some very sensitive points near on my upper back near my neck, where muscles are as if squizzed and press on nerves that are aching. I go to the chiropracter once a month, and he helps me a lot, stretching my neck. I understood that my migraines come partially because I work long hours, day after day, year after year just sitting at the desk.
Note from moderator: Topamax should NOT be immediately or abruptly discontinued. Doing so can cause complications such as seizures. ALWAYS discontinue medictions under the supervision of your doctor.
I am currently on 200 mg of Topamax per day. I have been on this dosage for about one year after taking 100mg per day for another year. It works wonders for migraines, suppresses appettite, but slowly but surely takes control of your nervous system. My motor-response time has slowed dramatically, cannot play sport st the level I once played, and as a person who had their stutter completely under control, my stutter after so many years of hard work is now totally out of control.....and am slowly sinking into a depression so thick, I wuldn't be able to see a search light an inch before me, - but at least my migraines are under control...Thanks TOPAMAX !!!!!
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