DUDE! Hugging you from here! ANd NO you do not have to live this way! SO DO NOT GIVE UP. ONE DAY AT A TIME you can do this. I PROMISE! I am on a Coctail of drugs right now and see the head of the neurology department at a big medical university. He has really helped me. I have changed my diet, totally, I have quit smoking, I exercise, I am gluten and wheat free - I eat nothing processed. No MSG. There are a ton of things you can do.....DO NOT GIVE UP! If I gave up - then I would be dead by now. I was wasting away to nothing and no one could figure out what was wrong with me. I lost and obsene about of weight in a very short period of time because I had such bad vertigo that I threw up about three hours at least three or four nights a week. My husband and I had it down to a science by the end. He would even be able to go back to bed after he helped me to the bathroom. It was stupid. I diagnosied myself!! They had me diagnosed with something totally different and I said PEOPLE this is n't what I have!!!!!!!! ANd it turns out I was right! SO you just keep going, one day at a time. one day at a time, one day at a time!

GOD BLESS

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