Well My Appt w/Neuro

Well on monday had my appt with my neuro again and still the same-did find out I don't have menigentis, encyphilisis,or cancer! So thats my good news --for the bad he still says he can't say for sure I have MS either-due to only one (dawsons finger)lession in the brain and only mild relaspes since May. Why do doctors always ask why are you confused??? I explained that he was a doctor and understand much more than I do but having something in your brain and not knowing what it is or what it will do at any given time is frustrating and confusing! I don't really understand I have lived with this pain so long it almost a common existance for me--I told him I guess I just loved to live with pain.

I feel stupid,I feel like people think I'm a liar, and that maybe nothing is wrong--I would love for any doctor to live in my shoes for just one week and feel the pain I feel but still have to get up and the house chores,take care of my kids, do alot of the work in andout side the house due to my husband is killing his self with overtime to pay for my episodes.

Still confused and limboland for rest of my life I guess!!

Take care-thanks for all yalls support.

ladygraycloud/Suzanne