because the wind is blowing and a storm is coming in.  I became aware last night a  storm was a comin'.  My fingers are sooo achey (sp) I've done a few stretches and I thought I'd do a little net surfing with the mouse. ( much easier on the fingers) I found this site. I've read a few share posts, you ladies and gents KNOW what you're talking about and I wish I didn't know that you did.  I've only been diagnosed for a year now but this MonSter is Very Present in my life and I have made a point of Learning about it. I would love to be able to wake up and not KNOW / FEEL it's presence. But I do and I make the adjustments needed or just deal it.  I'm told you have such a great attitude.

My attitude is simple, I have it, I can't get  rid of it, I have things I want to do, some days I can some day's I can't. When I can Yea, When I can't, I don't have such a great attitude.  What I miss most is Who I was Before.  And yes I am a different person now. You don't, Not change with this stuff going on in your body. I believe if you are not a different person in some ways then you are in denial that this thing is going to effect your life in the long run. ( I have rrms, the  "lesser of evils" ) but is has definetley changed my outlook, my future plans and how I'm going to get there. It has changed my 'cause' of choice to support and how much time I can dedicate to it.

The other big thing it has changed is How much time in a day I have to use constructively doing things.  Eight hours at work, 15 - 30 min. nap when I get home and depending on the physical demands of the  day and the temp will depend if supper is defrost a previous nights dinner or I cook, depends on if I'll load the dishes tonight or tomorrow morning. I can fold the clothes while I watch Deanna send another fella home, or watch Jethro hit that fella on the head and of course let's not forget big brother will be starting again soon.  I was never one to sit and watch tv. But since I tend to wear out by the 6-7 pm I am catching more and more tv.  There really isn't much on anymore.

Well, I have rambled and I have no idea' how I started this sharepost or where I was headed with it.  My mind is soo not focused today, so please don't judge me by this post, I'm probably even spacier in reality. kidding.

That storm that's been brewing is Blowing the lighting in closer and has already taken the neighbors "hangers" done. So I will have to close before it takes the power out.

oh hangers are dead branches from last years hurricane still in the tops of tree's, his just missed his truck.

I look forward to lurking around soon but for now the lighting rules.

may you have a fatigue free day

d

 Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain.