Venting....

I am having one of those days where I don't look like anythings the matter but I don't feel so good.  My feet and calves hurt so bad.  Right around the ankles the most.  It hurts when I walk.  No one would know though, unless I told them.  I said a couple of times today, my feet hurt, to my mother and she didn't say anthing like she didn't even hear me.  It kinda of made me feel bad like she doesn't care.  So since she doesn't want to hear about it I try not to complain when I don't feel good.  Besides my feet hurting, I was feeling a little dizzy earlier and I have a pressure headache right around my temples and my hearing is sensitve.  I feel bad when my hearing gets sensitive because I can't stand the voices of my kids.  They are 11, 8, and 6 and their voices are so high-pitched and they like to talk loud and I have to constantly tell them to keep it down because I am not feeling well.  It seems to always happen in the afternoon when I need them to keep quiet because my ears hurt and to much noise, high-pitched noise, really bothers me.  I'm going to bed in a little while but I have to stay up until 11pm to give my oldest son his siezure medicine.  It's almost that time.  If I could just look how I feel sometimes than maybe some one in my family would say to me, Just go rest, I'll take care of the kids for you.  But not today.