I feel like.....

I can't get a break.   I have more bad days than good.  I wonder sometimes do I have RRMS or SPMS.  Now with RRMS there is supose to be a time of remission and I am supose to feel symptom free, right?  I am never symptom free.  I am only symptom tolerable opposed to non-tolerable.  I don't know if that last statement makes sense.  What I mean is, I always have symptoms but sometimes they are less noticeable and I can function better, then there are times when it is more noticeable and my ability to function is more challenged.   I don't remember what it like to be "normal".  :(

I am glad I can come to this site to post because I can't complain in my home.  I don't want my children hearing me whine about the way I am feeling,  there's no point in talking about it with my husband because he can't do anything about it.  My parents don't want to hear it.  But here at MultipleSclerosisCentral.com I can vent my fustrations and feelings and if others read it and comment, I know I'm not alone.  If no one reads it, I was still able to get it out and feel better.  Thank You, MultipleSclerosisCentral.com, for providing a community for me to be a member of where I can read sharepost by other people who are going through the same thing I am and allowing me to post my feelings.