Cognitive Dysfunction

I don't post often.  A lot of the fellow MS'ers that post often have very informative or entertaining post.  I have neither.  But I just would like to let my feelings out today....because I have no one else to talk to about them.  I mean who wants to hear a person complain about their MS except others that are dealing with the same thing. 

I have just moved.  GOD has blessed me with a place to stay when I didn't think I was going to have a place....along with other things I didn't think was going to work out.  GOD is my source of strength.  I just had to give HIM a shout out real quick because I am so grateful. 

Well my move has caused me the greatest mental fatigue.  Merely Me's post on flutters was exactly how I have been feeling over the past week.  I was having an awful time comprehending and processing information.  I couldn't think straight.  My reaction time was slow.  I felt stupid.  I felt bad.  My mind was in decline.  I felt scared.  I couldn't imagine being this way all the time....or worse....what if it get's worse?  That is the scariest thought.  I'm so angry about it because there's nothing I can do to correct it. 

Is there anything I can do to correct it?

My husband has also been stressed and my cognitive problems have confused him.  He thinks I'm just not paying attention or.....I don't know what he thinks actually....but he is an impatient man by nature so you can imagine how he has reacted...or maybe you can't but it hasn't been pleasant.  Which makes me feel worse and has stressed me out even more.  I feel like I'm on the verge of crying all the time.  But I can't help it if I have to make you repeat something over again because you were talking to fast the first time and I couldn't process what you were saying.  Or if I forgot something you were saying.  Or if I just can't understand your conversation.  And the bad part is I can't articulate my feeling correctly at the time and then by the time I can figure it out..it's already done and over with.  Maybe no one understands what I'm saying.  But I'm fustrated.  *Sigh*

Can anyone give me some advice?

How do you deal with your cognitive dysfunction?

I tried to get my husband to read Merely Me's post so he can understand but he barely glanced at it.  I'll keep praying for him. 

I'm a little depressed right now, can't you tell?  Oh well.  Everything will be ok.  My depressions only last for a little while.  Praise GOD. If I didn't have HIM on my side I wouldn't be able to survive.