Hi everyone,
I'm new to this sight. I feel like I can't "talk" about my symptoms anymore, because I feel like at this point everyone has tuned me out. Two months ago, I was supporting my family of four with my career, I haven't worked since, might lose my job because I've used up all of my FMLA, not making any money because I've used up all of my benefit time, I have two boys that I can't do the things I want to with on summer break because of financial and physical conditions, and if I have to tell one more doctor my symptoms I'm going to scream. Here I go anyway....my symptoms are entire body numbness, loss of feeling in both of my lower legs, EXTREME fatigue, headaches, when I walk it feels like my knees are tied together. Neurologist is sending me to a university neurologist because he doesn't treat these cases. Brain MRI shows "non-specific" lesions. EMG shows slower than normal responses. I feel like these doctors just don't want to take the responsibility of making a diagnosis. Waiting for my primary to give me some direction. What do I do next? I feel like I'm sitting here at home waiting for an answer. For a person who worked full time it's very difficult to sit here and wait....not knowing what will happen with my life is the worst!

her tax dollars paid for them. It is a start I hope it helps you out. sherry/smomdukes

You must move forward and focus on your abilities.You clearly are an in touch,intelligent woman.Loss,if productively expressed through a modality fulfilling to you can be emotionally enriching.Having MS and experiencing the full range of problems,puts me in a place of gratitude.When I fall,I arise,provided I haven't seriously injured myself and move on.It's so powerful and satisfying to be "in charge"when we feel a pervasive sense of loss.I know loss and strive to gain strength by being in a place with people I trust and love.I read with difficulty,in view of optic neuritis,work out,go to the movies......take care of myself,as should you.I hope this helps you.
Jeannette
Thank you Jeanette. It's one of the things I'm working on.....taking care of myself, instead of others all the time!
Hi,
I am sorry if my response was too simplistic.I fight so hard and can identify with your feelings.My parents were Holocaust survivors,so I have dealt with loss,in all its expression,physical,emotional....and so know that you are not alone.I try deeply to find the "good"in life.We all live at the " mercy of the moment"as I call MS.We fortunately or unfortunately are more prepared than most,as we have experienced acute loss in all its expression.BE well in your total all encompassing,spirit!!
Jeannette