ME...THAT WAS TRULY A STATEMENT THAT MADE MY DAY.NO ONE HAS GIVEN THAT STATEMENT TO ME IN MANY YEARS.AND I HAVE ALWAYS KNOWN THAT THE GIVER IS THE ONE WHO RECEIVES THE BLESSINGS.BUT I WANT US TO BOTH BE BLESSED.I HAD TO MAKE A DECISION EITHER TO LAY IN BED AND SMOKE MYSELF TO DEATH.OR ENTER INTO THE HOSPITAL AND GO THROUGH SOME ECT'S.GUESS WHAT.THERE ARE A LOT OF PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD WHO ARE INDEED MENTALLY ILL.BUT THEY ARE ALSO BESIDES THEIR MENTAL ILLNESS,THEY ARE STILL THE SAME RUDE AND INCONSIDERATE PEOPLE I HAVE EVER BEEN AROUND.

THE INSURANCE COMPANIES HAVE A LOT TO DO WITH THIS.THIS CAN BE A NEW BIT OF INFO FOR YOU FYI.I MUST HAVE HAD 4 DIFFERENT ROOM MATES IN THE 9 DAYS I WAS THERE.NO TV IN YOUR ROOM.NO DRAPES OR BLINDS TO CLOSE WHEN THE SUN ROSE AT 5 OR 6 AM IN THE MORNING YOU MIGHT AS WELL GET UP AND DO WHAT THEY SAY.

I HAVE NEVER KNOWN WHAT IT MEANT TO HAVE ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO SAY ABOUT HOW MY DAY WOULD GO.I WAS BASICALLY BLACKMAILED .I MAY NOT HAVE TOLD YOU THIS IN EARLIER POST.BUT I HAD 29 ORAL SURGERIES WHICH MY HUSBAND PAID FOR EVERY ONE OUT OF HIS POCKET.THERE WAS A NEW PROCEDURE THE DENTAL IMPLANTS.SO FINALLY AFTER ENOUGH NEEDLES STUCK IN MY MOUTH I AGREED TO HAVE ALL OF MY TEETH PULLED AND THESE ORAL IMPLANTS PUT IN.

THE FIRST 3 WEEKS I SCREAMED FROM THE PAIN.THE NEXT 8 MONTHS I FELT AS IF I HAD REACHED INSANITY FROM THE PAIN.THEN WHEN IT BECAME TIME TO PUT THE TEETH IN EVERY TIME I BIT DOWN ON FOOD IT WAS LIKE BITING ON AN OPEN NERVE.SO MY EATING NATURALLY CAME DOWN TO OATMEAL AND A FEW OTHER BLAND THINGS.

TO ALL THE DOCTORS THEY SAID I DID NOT HAVE AN INFECTION.BUT PUSS WAS RUNNING DOWN MY FACE SO BADLY I HAD TO WALK AROUND WITH A CLOTH SO IT WOULD NOT RUN OUT OF MY MOUTH TALKING TO PEOPLE.AND EVERY TIME WE WOULD GO TO THE ORAL SURGEON HE WOULD TAKE A PAN XRAY  AND SAID SEE NO INFECTION.

ABOUT THE 5TH TIME AND A YEAR AFTER THE ORIGINAL IMPLANTS.I TOOK A GLOVE AND PALPATED AROUND THE ONE IMPLANT AND CAME UP WITH SOME NASTY LOOKING STUFF.I SAID WELL WHAT IS THIS THEN.THEN IT TOOK ANOTHER YEAR TO FIND AN ENT WHO HAD ENOUGH COMMON SENSE AND SHE DID DO THE SURGERY FOR MY SINISES.AND I ASKED HER TO CHECK THAT ONE IMPLANT FOR ANYTHING AND SHE DID.I HAD STAPH AND YEAST INFECTION THAT I WAS CHEWING WITH MY FOOD AND DRINK.THE TASTE BUDS ON MY TONGUE HAVE CHANGED.

SO 4 YEARS LATER I AM IN A PLACE TO HAVE ECTS.AND TOLD UNLESS I ATE 70% OF MY FOOD I WOULD NOT RECEIVE MY PAIN MEDS.3 WHOLE MEALS AND 2 SNACKS.WHO REALLY EATS THAT MUCH.BUT MY LIFE IS STILL FILLED WITH PAIN.

I AM CONSIDERING A NEW HEALTH DEVICE CALLED A SCS (THE PRECIISION PLUS) FROM DR.FLORETE.MY PAIN MANG DR.WHOM I TRUST WITH ALL MY HEART.AND HE KNOCKS YOU OUT TO DO ALMOST ANYTHING HE CAN.SOMETIMES HE BRINGS YOU TO SO THAT HE CAN BE SURE HE IS ON THE RIGHT NERVE.BUT A KINDER DOCTOR I HAVE EVER MET.HE IS TERRIFIED OF GOING TO THE DENTIST.I FOUND THAT HUMOROUS.HE HATES PAIN TOO.WHEN ANYONE ASK ME WHO TO GO TO IN JAX.FL.FOR PAIN MANG.I TELL THEM DR.FLORETE.

I KNOW I RAMBLE FROM ONE SUBJECT TO THE NEXT.BUT DO YOU THINK I SHOULD TURN THAT ORAL SURGEON IN.BECAUSE OF HIM I HAD TO TAKE STRONG ANTIBIOTICS TO CLEAR UP THAT INFECTION THAT COULD HAVE KILLED ME.IT WAS 12 THOUSAND DOLLARS.RIGHT NOW THE ECONOMY IS SO BAD.

MY HUSBAND BUILDS HOUSES.IN THE LAST 30 YEARS HE HAS WORKED 6 DAYS A WEEK AND 12 HOURS A DAY.THE ECONOMY HAS CHANGED SINCE OBAMAM TOOK OFFICE.NO ONE CAN AFFORD TO BUILD A HOUSE RIGHT NOW.

HE TAKES CARE OF ME.DOES MOST OF THE HOUSE WORK.ALL THE CLEANING AND COOKING AND GROCERY SHOPPING.LUCKILY I MARRIED A MAN 8 YEARS YOUNGER THAN I AM.BUT NOW HIS BACK IS GIVING HIM PROBLEMS.AND THIS MAKES ME FEEL SO GUILTY.

HE SEES ANOTHER SPINE CLINIC AND RECEIVES INJECTIONS WHICH HELP HIM.I ASKED HIM WHY DIDNT HE GO TO THE ONE DAY SURGICAL PLACE I WENT TO.HE SAID BECAUSE I HAVE TO GET UP AND GO TO WORK.HOW MUCH MORE GUILT CAN I TAKE.

I DID STOP SMOKING.SO THAT IS A GOOD THING.SO MM IF YOU WANT TO LOOK INTO THINGS YOU CAN HELP.LOOK TO THE INSURANCE COMPANIES.

ONE WOMAN CAME INTO MY ROOM IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT STOOD IN THE WINDOW KICKING IT AND SCREAMING.DID I GET ONE NIGHTS SLEEP THERE.NO I DID NOT.AND THEY HAD ROOMS VACANT THEY COULD HAVE PUT EITHER OF US IN.BUT THEY MUST KEEP THEM EMPTY SO THEY CAN BRING IN OTHERS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.MEN AND WOMEN ARE ON THE SAME FLOOR.THE GUY IN THE ROOM NEXT TO ME WHOM EVERYONE COMPLAINED ABOUT ,WAS CAUGHT DOING SEXUAL THINGS TO HIMSELF.

WHAT WOULD HAVE STOPPED HIM FROM COMING INTO MY  ROOM? THEY SHOULD HAVE WOMEN AND MEN ON DIFFERENT FLOORS.AGAIN ITS ABOUT MONEY.FINALLY MY ROOMATE MUST HAVE GOTTEN RELIEF BECAUSE SHE SLEPT ALL NIGHT AND ALL DAY AND SNORED LIKE A BUZZSAW.SO IN 9 DAYS I DID NOT SLEEP ONCE.HOW TERRIBLE IS THAT WHEN YOU ALREADY ARE ENDURING CHRONIC PAIN.

I DID NOT KNOW THIS WAS ALL GOING TO COME OUT.BUT IT JUST DID.I GUESS GOD MEANT FOR ME TO TELL YOU.GOD BLESS YOU MM AND GO FORTH AND DO WHAT GOOD YOU CAN.ONE PERSON CAN MAKE A DIFFERANCE.ALL MY LOVE FOR YOU AND BE CAREFUL....JO