I have been reading on multiple sclerosis for the past couple of years now but haven't been diagnosed. I sort of suspect I might have it, I mean, what else could answer my symptoms....I guess I'm just on this sight, looking for information and just venting...I appear to be healthy to everyone else, but only I know the turmoil that is going on inside of me...At this point, as bad as it sounds, a diagnosis of MS would be a relief, not because I want to be sick, but because it would bring some closure to alot of this that's been going on for years...it's not just me feeling like a hypochondriac or feeling lousy all of the time. I will know what is wrong (if something is wrong) and can deal with it...anyways, i'm just rambling...i'll post another with my symptoms....thanks for hearing me whoever you are - where-ever you are!