HI DONNA, STEVE IS RIGHT YOU HAVE TO KEEP  BUT NOT ALL THE TIME WE ALL NEED TO CRY AND IT FEELS GOOD SOMETIMES TO GET OUT THAT GOOD CRY. I'M SURE U KNOW WHAT I MEAN I AM A 45 YR OLD WOMAN I WAS 29WHEN I WAS TOLD I HAVE MS(PPMS)  AND TRIGEMINAL NEUROLIA,LUPUS THEN I GOT A BONE DEASE FROM THE WHOPPING DOSES OF WHAT DR.'S CALL OUR FRIEND CALL STERIORDS. NOW I HAVE A 4"X3" PLATE AND 4 SCREWS IN MY LOWER BACK I WAS A ROOFER FOR 20YRS IWAS IN GET PHYSICAL SHAPE. THANK GOD I WAS IF I WAS'NT I WOULD HAVE BEEN IN A WHEEL CHAIR LONG AGO I MISS THE OLD ME BUT I CAN'T DWELL ON THAT ONE GOOD THING THAT GETS ME THROUGH ALOT IS LAUGHTER I LOVE TO LAUGH IT MAKES THING GO A LITTLE BIT SMOOTHER. THE ONE THING I HATE IS WHEN YOUR IN A WHEEL CHAIR  OR USING A WALKER AND PEOPLE ASK HOW IS MY MS DOING I I TELL THEM I HAVE PMS AND THE DRS JUST HAVE'NT REALIZED IT YET LOL I HOPE THAT CAN GIVE A SMILE  BUT I UNDERSTANT EXACTLY HOW YOU FEEL BUT HANG IN THERE AND JUST KEEP DOING WHAT YOU KNOW BEST FOR YOUR BODY THE DRS DONT KNOW YOU LIKE YOU DO! SO YOU NEED TO DO WHAT YOU FEEL AND THINK  IS THE BEST WAY IS FOR YOU AND YOU HAVE LET THEM KNOW THAT WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT IT YOU PAY THEM SO THAT MEAN THEY WORK FOR YOU!! SO YOU STAND YOUR GROUND THEIR NOT ALWAYS RIGHT WHEN IT COMES TO KNOWING HOW YOU BODY FEELS  I HOPE THIS HELPS AND PLEASE REMEBER LAUGHTER REALLY IS THE BEST MED WE HAVE            GOD BLESS.     JESSICA