We need more caring people like this I am a 20 yr old....recently diagnosed last May 10’ going to Eastern Washington University here in Washington State. All I can say is; it is very hard dealing with this when you live hours away from your family and trying to balance school and life altogether alone and trying to keep focus on the things you once had. I guess you can say somehow I have lost many dreams and hopes and all I do is wonder why me? I’m truly tired of living this way and I want to pull away from all those little negative things that surround us every day. I want to feel once again what it is like to go out and hang out with friends, go out swimming without wondering is the water to hot or too cold? Because, if it is not at the right temperature I am going to fall into a relapse. I know this is insane to think this way but honestly how else must I live my life I am so young I know God has a way of selectively choosing why he does the things he does to the people he decides to, I know I should not question his ways.....but honestly why me? I guess I need to go out and enjoy myself I keep telling myself I have my whole life ahead of me....and with faith I truly hope God takes care of me and does not abandon me.