I appreciate anyone reading this and offering their insight.
I am a 39 year old woman who has recently been diagnosed with ms, or at least the doctor says he's 95% sure. I will begin by giving my history and ask my questions at the end.
When I was pregnant with my second child, my arms started falling asleep at night (about 21 months ago). During both pregnancies I always wondered if I had a blood clot in my leg because I would have lots of achy pain, which I'm sure many people who are pregnant can feel. Since the last pregnancy my arms have continued to fall asleep at night, often, and I have had many episodes of numbness and tingling in my arms and hands and achy leg pain from time to time. Most of the time the symptom would be there one day and gone the next. Then I started with this "foggy" feeling in the afternoon, lots of fatigue (I have two small children, so I always just thought "I'm a tired mom") feeling "scatter-brained" and forgetful, feeling "hot" often. Then had an episode of eye pain, no vision loss, that was diagnosed at probable optic neuritis, due to abnormal pupil response. Since then when looking in the mirror I notice my pupils seem to be fluctuating, like they are having a hard time deciding whether to dilate or constrict. I have always had pupils of irregular size, one smaller than the other. All of this led me to internal med. dr. and then to neurologist. Here is what they found. Brain lesions in white matter, 8 of them. No lesions in spinal cord, or at least cervical region. Evoked potentials testing showed clear delay for visual. At first with MRI and symptom evidence only neurologist said 80% sure of ms, then after evoked potentials jumped to 95% sure. Said I could do spinal tap, but not always clear indicator, could have a false negative. Started Copaxone two days ago.
Here are my questions:
-what is up with the 95% diagnosis? I am having a hard time with this because I tend to be a very "black or white" type person. the dr. said even with a positive spinal tap that it would probably still only be 99% certain dx. Is this commom for dr.'s to not be able to say it's ms w/100% certainty? the dr. says he has ruled out the other things it could be through blood testing and MRIs of vascular system.
-I'm sure I'm more aware of subtle symptoms since my dx, but it seems that I feel something almost daily, none of it debilitating at all, but an abnormal numbness/tingling, twitch or spasm, or achy pain. Is this possible? that I could feel things daily...these symptoms wouldn't be classified as exacerbations, would they? any exacerbations I have had have felt mild, lasting a day at the most. but more of just a constant coming and going of subtle symptoms...is this characteristic of ms?
-The dr. said my lesions were not "active", so why am I still feeling symtoms?
-I have only taken two shots of Copaxone, one in each thigh, and my legs are feeling particularly weak, achy and numb, could this just be another ms symptom or possible negative effect of the copaxone? actually I'm feeling some arm tingling/numbness too.
I think that's it for now (as if that's not a long enough message!). I'm sure I'll have more soon. Please let me know what you think of all of this. I really appreciate your time!




