I had my first attack 23 months ago, and I see things in a new way. When I was 13 and in the eight grade I was diagnosed with dyslexia. I was given a series of tests and was told the following. My iq was 142 , my comprehension was equivalent to a junior in college . My math skills however were that of a4th grader. Spelling and math have all ways been poor, but my comprehension and processing skills were quite advanced. I was a theater major and a one point was able to perform and memorize 3 plays at once. I have made a career as a forecaster , as buyer or an editor. I believe that came from my ability to forecast human behavior. I am posting this because I have noticed a shift in the way I think and am looking for answers. I know this sounds crazy but while my memory has taken a slight hit, my ability to forecast seems to have increased. I never knew how I did it but I just knew what was next. From trends to global affairs to people's behavior I just saw it as a talent no different then a painter or a musician . Here where I believe there is a change but am afraid to share it. I believe what ever caused the dyslexia is compensating and managing the cognitive issues that traditionally ms causes. Even more outlandish I'm beginning to see the system in my mind that has lead to my forecasting abilities . Now I'm not saying I can see into the future or anything like that but I am beginning to see ( not literally ) the patterns or order to how I have been able to forecast . While hard to verbalize I see the really big picture the steps the patterns to that lead to the smaller picture I started with. I know this sounds crazy , but the patterns of all things around me are becoming clearer. The best analogy I can think of is being able to predict a butterfly effect. With that being said I believe in the human effect , and so nothing is certain. As people''s perspective's are all ways evolving effecting their behavior creating a variable that will all ways be a wild card. I still struggle with math and spelling and I don't think I'm Einstein or anything but I feel like some of the effects that are created by autism as I understand and it are happening to me. I am drawn to the fibanci code, not actual math but the thinking behind it. I am not even sure if there is a question here but rather a release , and if im lucky someone may have a theory of their own. One last thing I went from losing 70 percent of the function in half my body to a 99 percent recovery in 60 days . I do take monthly medication and It working better then expected. I think my brain is on some level is fighting the ms . In conclusion I'm either loosing my mind or am using parts I have before.