I am always tired, have been for as long as I can remember, it's just something I have come to live with. However, I have always been able to manage to get through my work day through the consumption of large amounts of caffeine and energy drinks. For the last month or so the fatigure has worsened. I find myself locking my office door to take naps, unable to concentrate on anything for more than a couple minutes. I am constantly forgetting what I am doing or talking about. I am also increasingly finding myself looking up how to do parts of my job that I have done for years. I asked my neurologist if she would give me some time off from work before this negatively affects me at a job that I do absolutely love. She said no, it's depression not MS, although she did just put me on 3 days of IV solumedrol for numbness in legs, feet, and right hand. I do deal with depression but it has never affected my job, work is where I go to get away from everything. If I get caught taking naps on the clock, or they realize how far behing I really am on my tasks, my job is going to be adversely affected. Why is it so hard to just get some time off to get through this spell?




