had a fucked up family.  am highly intelligent, yet i pissed my education away.  developed a lifelong problem with my back.  had three surgeries thus far.  have taken more so many meds in the course of five years it could kill a batallion.  everything came crashing down on me in 2009. 

a combination of things occurred over the course of about six months and i snapped and went into i believe they quoted it as being grossly psychotic.  stayed in a hospital for three weeks to get off the meds.  i was not right mentally for about six months.  and i still have issues.

i was diagnosed with bipolar 1 with major depression and psychotic symptoms. and i have stress and anxiety and sleep problems. and i am resistent to most all medications except for the ones that are worth a damn and they all just happen to be addictive.  think that should be a person's own choice if it improves their quality of life.  oh well.   that's about it in a nutshell