Monday, May 28, 2012

Intimid8r's Posts

monotony of the days

I'm wondering if i am the only one who experiences this almost like groundhog day thing.  ever since i waws hypomanic, the days have been excurciatingly long and the motonony of them is enough to drive me insane. my mind is rarely stimulated sitting at home cleaning house and being a housewife .  i want to spend money, go nice places all... Read moreChevron

Paranoia and Stress

I'm experiencing severe paranoia and stress over a relocation to another state right now.  The last time I moved, I became grossly psychotic and had to be hospitalized. My husband is already gone ahead of me and I'm left here with a dysfunctional family and tons of responsibilities to do and he dosen't call much, is taking cash out of the... Read moreChevron

Almost Missing Mania

I have been in a severly depressed, agitated state for nearly two years now.  I have only been full blown manic one time in my life and I was paychotic at the same time (or is there a difference?, not sure) and honestly I have never felt better in my entire life. I had tons of energy.  I was enthusiastic, uninhibited.  I felt... Read moreChevron

Overwhelmed

I am in the process of moving and am alone with my son.  My husband had to go on ahead of us and it will be at least another month before we are together again.  I have a very dysfunctional and emotionally draining family who always run to me and I feel completely depleted, anxious, angry, sad, you name it and I feel it.  This same... Read moreChevron