Hi.  My name is Mercy. I had no idea there were groups like this.  I have been suffering for about 4 years now.  There are days that I want to die.  I have some of my stuff diagnosed and others are still a medical mystery.  I can't work, and my own doctor doesn't believe me when I tell her how sick I feel.  I feel as though no one believes me and I will just lose everything...my house...my car.  I am sorry.  I should be saying that I have a beautiful 13 year old daughter who is the light of my life.  She is my world. I live in Oregon, although I was born and raised in New York.  I am a single mom. I have a good relationship with God. Somedays are worse than others. I hope I can finally find some people I can talk to because I don't think I can do this by myself much longer.